For most of us, being uncertain of what is to come is a sign of weakness. We think it speaks to being unprepared or ignorant of our circumstances. We think it represents to others that we are not fit to be in a leadership position because we have not anticipated the next course of events. It means we have not “mapped out” where others are going to “zig “ so we can “zag” appropriately to gain an advantage.
The truth is NO ONE knows what tomorrow will bring. We can all make educated guesses of what is to come in many areas of life but we have no idea what will happen in any given day. We simply do not know. If we sit too long thinking about our lack of knowledge about the future it will produce anxiety – why? Because we want to know – we want to be in control – we want to set our own course – we want to be in charge of our destiny.
Again, the TRUTH is we cannot know – we are not in control – we cannot set our own course and we are not in charge of our destiny.
The key is to know what to be certain about so that we view uncertainty with anticipation instead of dread. As you read the Scripture below, put yourself in Paul’s shoes and walk with him as he journey’s to Damascus. You might just figure out what you need to be certain about.
All this time Saul was breathing down the necks of the Master’s disciples, out for the kill. He went to the Chief Priest and got arrest warrants to take to the meeting places in Damascus so that if he found anyone there belonging to the Way, whether men or women, he could arrest them and bring them to Jerusalem.
He set off. When he got to the outskirts of Damascus, he was suddenly dazed by a blinding flash of light. As he fell to the ground, he heard a voice: “Saul, Saul, why are you out to get me?”
He said, “Who are you, Master?”
“I am Jesus, the One you’re hunting down. I want you to get up and enter the city. In the city you’ll be told what to do next.”
His companions stood there dumbstruck—they could hear the sound, but couldn’t see anyone—while Saul, picking himself up off the ground, found himself stone-blind. They had to take him by the hand and lead him into Damascus. He continued blind for three days. He ate nothing, drank nothing.
There was a disciple in Damascus by the name of Ananias. The Master spoke to him in a vision: “Ananias.”
“Yes, Master?” he answered.
“Get up and go over to Straight Avenue. Ask at the house of Judas for a man from Tarsus. His name is Saul. He’s there praying. He has just had a dream in which he saw a man named Ananias enter the house and lay hands on him so he could see again.”
Ananias protested, “Master, you can’t be serious. Everybody’s talking about this man and the terrible things he’s been doing, his reign of terror against your people in Jerusalem! And now he’s shown up here with papers from the Chief Priest that give him license to do the same to us.”
But the Master said, “Don’t argue. Go! I have picked him as my personal representative to non-Jews and kings and Jews. And now I’m about to show him what he’s in for—the hard suffering that goes with this job.”
So Ananias went and found the house, placed his hands on blind Saul, and said, “Brother Saul, the Master sent me, the same Jesus you saw on your way here. He sent me so you could see again and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” No sooner were the words out of his mouth than something like scales fell from Saul’s eyes—he could see again! He got to his feet, was baptized, and sat down with them to a hearty meal.
Acts 9:1-19 The Message
Paul thought he had a good plan that was based on his religious training as a Pharisee and on his misguided belief that God wanted to eradicate the “Jesus followers” involved in “heresy”. He was executing that plan to perfection when God showed him who was really in charge, what his destiny would be and where he would go from that point. After his encounter with Jesus, Paul’s certainty was not in his own plans but in his Savior. He knew that each day was going to be about following Jesus – he became certain in the uncertainty.
What part of Paul’s story are you in?
-Are you in the process of planning something that might be off course? Have you consulted (prayed) Jesus in your planning process?
-Are you “blinded” and waiting for God’s direction? Have you sought help (prayed) from Jesus?
-If you are off course, have you consulted Jesus (prayed) about how to make a hard “right” turn? Has God provided an “Ananias” for you? Have you listened, turned and stepped out in faith onto your new path?
-Has God called you to be an “Ananias” for someone? Have you listened or are you still arguing with God about it?
R. H. Loy